Stress and Suspense

AP Tests are almost here, I barely realized.

Last year, I was freaking out completely, went crazy and all that other fun stuff.
Now, I don't even care anymore. That's not good... shouldn't this happen senior year?

This year is... weird. It's like, the one year where finally everything doesn't completely change for me.

It's just like the same as last year, except I'm older.
Well duh you say, but seriously. From Freshmen to Sophomore year so many things changed. Like went from jv to varsity, started taking APs, and other stuff. But this year, like it all seems like a repeat. It's kinda weird.

And then, other things changed. Before, it was always the events that changed, and not the people. It would always be the same damn people in a different environment, or something.

Sophomore-Junior year, wow. I think it's more like new people, same environment this time around.

Why am I talking about this now? This would make a fabulous post at the end of Junior Year. Guess I'll save this topic for discussion til then.